Dexterityz

2010-12-23T23:18:00.003+08:00

Master of puppets...

I enjoy walking alone at night, while listening to loud music. Am i weird?

2010-12-03T21:44:00.001+08:00

I. Think. Emo. Girls. Are. Hawt. D:

2010-10-26T20:58:00.003+08:00

Can't wait for Os to be over!

Meanwhile, i have to deal with this feeling inside me. Maybe songs can help to "illustrate" what i feel right now.
Gunslinger - Avenged Sevenfold
Seize the Day - Avenged Sevenfold
A Tout Le Monde - Megadeth

These are awesome songs, better than justin bieber's gay shit.

Keep imagining a fight with a total stranger... -,-

Young. Indecent. Promiscuous.
Haha

Alright, good luck for Os!

2010-06-25T22:48:00.002+08:00

Gonna fail prelim 1 i think, haha

Hooked on Megadeth again~

Kill the king, the king is dead
I am the king, long live the king

And i am thinking of what cca to join next year, i want to join some fighting related cca, wrestling i hope, followed by judo or taekwondo. Best if they got MMA.

2010-06-02T22:01:00.001+08:00

Got the punching bag and gloves :D

2010-06-01T22:54:00.003+08:00

Whhhhy?! Please don't f*** with my mind anymore!

People are starting to challenge me... Haiz... Make me so busy... Well i guess i have to fight (or spar) almost everyday already...

Think gonna get punching bag and gloves tmr! Hurrah

2010-05-31T19:42:00.003+08:00

Hope that we will do well for Chinese!
Haha, i just realised that i did not know my friend was in my pri 6 class, i thought she had changed school since primary 4. Lol, super fail.

MMA! Along with Nattapon, Ian has joined the ring! Hurrah!

2 weeks of school :( And by second week, have to finish like 2 and a half geog elective papers (my worst subject, failed throughout the whole year). And 3 O level spas, i think.

Punching bag and mma gloves, here i come!

2010-05-25T20:45:00.002+08:00

MMA MMA MMA MMA MMA.
BAS RUTTEN BAS RUTTEN BAS RUTTEN BAS RUTTEN.
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT.
COUNTER, TAKEDOWN, SUBMISSION. END

I want to grapple, very badly. But there is no mat in school that we can fight on. sigh.

I am going to choke you out. Hehe

Chinese O level coming, think that many of us will get b3... Then have to retake. Oh well, shall try my best this time.

2010-05-09T21:27:00.003+08:00

Fought 2 times on friday. Won both. Feel accomplished.

Gotta do physics skill 3. Sigh.

Happy Mother's Day

I don't belong here, gotta move on dear,
Escape from this afterlife...
Cause this time i'm right to move on and on,
Far away from here!

2010-04-25T20:38:00.002+08:00

Today, while getting into the car to go home, I looked out the car windscreen and saw this woman walking. And then, there was this long tail sticking out from her pants. It was toilet paper.
Okay. One day, I am going to go into that Davis Guitar shop and ask for a Virgin. This Virgin, to be exact. Hehe

2010-04-17T11:17:00.004+08:00

Yay! Finally did quite well for my 2.4km! Quite unexpected though. I had a flu that day, which i think resulted in the vomitting and headache feeling after the run. Lasted for like 1 hour. Damnz, super uncomfortable feeling.

Oh, and i got a Tamagotchi. lol. Must train it to be a guiarist!

Stuck on Warmness on the Soul lately. Damn nice to sing along. So, stay on this blog, listen to it! And sing along!

2010-03-30T19:38:00.003+08:00

Been quite a while since I last posted anything. Well, things are getting quite tiring, been thinking a lot lately, crying even. But i do not really know why i think of these things, even when i have no need to. Seems kind of weird.
Okay, some new songs i am listening to. Artist this time is Slipknot! Don't think that I am some weirdo because i listen to Slipknot. The music video is kinda, er, creepy to me. Or weird, or whatever, i don't know.
Wait and Bleed - Slipknot

2010-03-10T20:19:00.003+08:00

Okay. Changed song. Waiting for the changes to take effect. Hehehe... Surprise surprise Just Tin! A more annoying song awaits you!

Today... I heard... Someone... Sorta... Stripped... And... People... Saw... His... D*ck... Damn...

March Holidays come quick!

2010-03-04T19:18:00.002+08:00

Okay. Today, something damn funny happened during geog lesson.
This is what happened.

Mrs Wong: Ivan, it is more cooling here. Come here and sit.

(Kenan starts blowing at Ivan)

Ivan: Errr... No need... Kenan will blow me.

Rofl!

Lol. Kenan, Roy and me burst out laughing. Haha

2010-02-28T22:04:00.002+08:00

Nerf War-ed today. Super tiring! Run up hill and down hill. Broke my m4's strap thing. Sad. But overall, had fun today. Haha, everybody's shirt got so wet with their sweat. Flanking and distractions are fun! And so is sneaking! Haha. Should do it again. Bang bang.

2010-02-14T22:43:00.003+08:00

Ang pao, ang pao and more ang pao!
Cousins were gambling and i hid in one room doing my own shitz.
Why!? So much homework to do during CNY!
Frustrated over A-math...
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Oh yes, on the day of the E1 outing, some dudes spit on Roy and Wei Le, i think we would have definitely whacked them if we could find them.

Happy 16th Birthday Valerie!

2010-02-13T23:03:00.003+08:00

Went out with the E1 guys yesterday, had fun but hated it when we went home so late. Wore the A7X deathbat shirt! :D

Hmmm... So tmr is Valentine's Day, Chinese New Year, and Valerie's birthday. Wonder how she is gonna celebrate three celebrations in one day? Haha!

Ahh yes. This girl joined us in l4d2, and she had a SUPER cute voice. Damn. Oh wellz, haha.

Why are there so few people in or school who appreciate rock? Why!?

2010-02-09T21:56:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday Joyce! Hmmm... I did stupid things today. Haha. Juice... and CE lesson... Haha!

2010-02-08T19:53:00.002+08:00

Holyyy shiiiittt... I fainted today... Thanks to Wei Le -,-

Grapple neck -> Lack of oxygen -> Faint -> Head hits floor -> Stays motionless for 5 seconds -> Remembers getting helped up and falling again (but not very clear) -> Holy shit what just happened!
Well, this is what i thinked happened... Remember that i was in a blur blur state. Haha.

First time for everything.

Bought my A7X shirts yesterday for CNY! Yes!

There's another one, but i cannot find it in the right colour. Oh well.

2010-01-22T20:39:00.002+08:00

Hmm... I must... Learn more grappling moves...
For the royal rumble...

Vertical wall run improved.
Yay.

Soooo many people's birthday coming up. Daaaaaaammmmnnnnn.

So....................
There are many guitar people in e1 and e2 now...
Maybe... 8?

My acoustic skills suck! Haha.

2010-01-08T18:08:00.003+08:00

Parkour-ed today.
Quite fun.
Climbed a wall about 2.5m tall. but with help of a railing on top.
And learnt to roll. Learning breakfall soon.
Parkour team getting bigger.
Nice.

Nothing hurts the being more than DECEPTION, unmasked fear.
Asshole. So say bye.

2010-01-05T21:35:00.004+08:00

Got my first detention on the second day of my secondary 4 life. With Ian. Haha. We were "late" for going back to class after recess. First time for everything!

Parkour!

Chapter 4!

Oh, and i slept in Miss Ling's class. She woke me up, i got startled. "Holy shit what happened!" went through in my head for the first second i woke up.

2010-01-03T21:39:00.002+08:00

Bought Melvin's present today. And also bought Waking The Fallen album. Finally! Left Sounding The Seventh Trumpet and i will complete my a7x albums. Well, maybe i still need the all excess one, but what the heck.
Wanted to buy A7X shirts, but every HMV store did not have stock. Must wait :/

School reopening tommorow, no need bring books. Hope no lessons.

Gathering people to parkour, anyone interested?

2010-01-02T19:26:00.002+08:00

Goodbye Jimmy Owen Sullivan, a.k.a. The Rev, of Avenged Sevenfold. Departed on 28th December 2009, aged 28, died of natural causes.
Damn he is one great drummer. :(
Will the replacement be as good and fun as him?

Melvin's birthday on first day of school, Haha.
I think he wants to spar. :)

School on monday, have to wake up so early, but then, great friends are there!

2009-12-27T20:37:00.002+08:00

This is a nice song off Avenged Sevenfold's second album i think, Second Heartbeat. "Synyster F***ing Gates!" - Matt Shadows at their concert in LBC.

Second Heartbeat - Avenged Sevenfold
Album - Waking The Fallen (WTF haha)

We keep writing, talking and planning, but everything's changing,
We all know what to do but no one does it,
Now this time has passed and full of regret,
Two in my heart have left me a while, I stand alone,
When they get back, it won't be the same,
Never be the same,
My life, you've always been there,
Now you're gone and my heads spinning,
Left the childhood, left the memories, left the good times in the past,
Moving on your time has run out,
Wishing the clock would stand still, the world can wait,
Wasting away once again, once lived as friends,

As time passes by, regrets for the rest of my life,
The ones who I confide were gone in the black of the night,

Never will I forget you, and all the memories past,
So rarely I get to see your face,
Growing I looked to you in guidance.
We knew that time would kill us, but you're still so close to me,

To me you were my life,
To me you were my soul companion,
Now you are so far away,
Nothing can take away the time and the memories we had,
Come back - to the days when we were young
Come back - to the days when nothing mattered
to the days when nothing mattered

And I feel time passes by, regrets for the rest of my life,
The ones who I confide were gone in the black of the night

As time passes by, regrets for the rest of my life,
The ones who I confide were gone in the black of the night.

2009-12-19T21:45:00.003+08:00

Learning Betrayed by A7X, stuck at the thrid solo :(
The second part of the third solo*
Damn.

I want a dog/ dogs.

2009-12-13T22:39:00.002+08:00

I need a companion by my side.
I really want a husky puppy :/
Or two, in case i am not at home. As they are very hyper and needs to play often.
They are so cute and friendly. Great with people.
I want...
But my parents don't allow :(

2009-12-10T14:16:00.002+08:00

I bought Avenged Sevenfold Live in the LBC and Diamonds in the Rough album! Yeeeess! i want Synyster's pinstripe guitar badly... Looks freaking cool...

Thanks guys for the pencilcase!

2009-12-07T09:25:00.003+08:00

I wish, i can turn back time, then i would turn it back to secondary 1. When i joined NPCC. And then i would stop myself from doing all the stupid things. Most importantly, that one thing, that i did. That stupid thing.

2009-12-04T20:44:00.003+08:00

Scout and Infocomm camp yesterday. Was okay. Think the best thing was night walk, its scary to walk at the back, expecially if you lag behind, no one is beside you and you hear noises. Scary. Chek Jawa was dissapointing, we could not go down.

Did not really sleep. I tried to sleep in the tent. Cross-legged. Then kenneth accidentally woke me up and requested that we go brush teeth. I tried to get up, but i fell. My whole left leg was very weak and numb. I tried to get out of the tent, stood up, and fell again. Damn cross-legged sleeping. After a few minutes, i could stand up again. Hurray.

One group of dogs kept loitering near the teacher's chalet and came to our campsite the next day. Dog wars. They ganged a dalmation i think. then after a while, we fed them sausages. Then some time later, a big dog appeared and started attacking the group of dogs. One of the dogs attacked its own member and two of them fought each other. Stupid.

Demons everywhere. Betrayers. And thats why this song is here. A7X for life!

Passion in my eyes, I lived it everyday, but how could you go and throw it all away
In my dreams it's me and you, it's there I saw it all come true
As time went by faith in you grew, so one thing left for me to do

I feel it burn inside, burning me like the rising sun
Lifted into the sky, took away the only thing I loved
I know after tonight all your power crumbles in my arms
So don't worry, I'll be fine, when my life ends, I'll leave this scar

When I fell down, I needed you there
Every note and every word seems so hard to take
Finally, In destiny

A smoking gun in hand, now don't you realize what you've done
Put a bullet in his back, your hero since you were so young
How could you kill the man who brought salvation through your pain
He must mean everything to end it all this shameful way

Passion in my eyes, I lived it everyday, but how could you go and Throw it all away
In my dreams it's me and you, it's there I saw it all come true
As time went by faith in you grew, so one thing left for me to do

I started here so young and helped you get along
Just did it for the love, and people healed through us
Don't live your life in vain, don't take it out on me
You're cracked, so just remember, I'm not your enemy
I don't deserve to fall this way, by a man who felt betrayed

I felt so down now you're around to rescue me
Every note and every word I'm listening
Sometimes problems seem too deep to take(too hard to take)
Sometimes I cry thinking my future looks so bleak

Finally, together we were destined, I know what's best for us in the end
Someone hear me, someone stop me, someone listen, why aren't you listening

Passion in my eyes, I lived it everyday, but how could you go and Throw it all away
In my dreams it's me and you, it's there I saw it all come true
As time went by faith in you grew, so one thing left for me to do

In my dreams it's me and you, it's there I saw it all come true
As time went by faith in you grew, so one thing left to finish you

I believe this is a long post?

2009-12-01T14:32:00.005+08:00

Chalet.
Slept like around 1 hour.
The others were like playing spongebob monopoly throughout the night. I did not play at all. Did not want to.
Then we kept going to the Cheers store. Like many times.

Stopped outside the haunted place, red house. Qin Xiang's idea to go there i think.
There were two lion statues outside. You Liang and i thought they were looking at us when we were still far away from it. But then the lions were not, they were like looking at each other or something.
None of us wanted to go in, so we didn't.
But from the outside it looks okay. To me. But i think we will freak out if we enter.

Then breakfast. I bought mc gridles with egg. Then i was eating halfway, when my burger dropped, the patty and one of the "buns" fell onto the floor. -,-
Then decided to eat anyway, so picked it up and ate. Don't say it is gross. Thanks. Don't want to waste.

Then they spongebob monopoly again. While Qin Xiang and I went up. Qin Xiang slept. I wanted to play guitar, but then decided to sleep cause it was getting boring. So i slept. Beside Qin Xiang.

Woke up and felt so, weird. Like whole body damn weak. 10 minutes later then i felt normal again.

Some girls went wild wild wet, then the guys went home.

The end.

I cried again :/
Damn it.

Push me over the edge. And my character changes.

Some guys are really damn flirtatious i guess. They seem to come from a common group too. And act beng some more.

2009-11-30T01:34:00.003+08:00

Well, i guess everyone is pissed.

I am pissed at my own self.

Need someone to talk to tomorrow.

Holiday in China was wasted.
Had no stupid mood.

Liked the dogs there, want to keep them. Very cute.
Fed two of them by throwing some type of nuts.

Cried four times in China.

Two was when i was sleeping then i woke up, and realised i cried.

The other two was because of all the thoughts in my head.

Something is wrong with me.

2009-11-23T22:01:00.002+08:00

Maybe, i will get a tattoo in the future? On the back or on the arm?
And, when i move out...
Get an attack dog?
Loyal and they can protect you.
Always by your side.
Nice...

Going to China with cousins tomorrow! Bye people!
Bad memories of China:
Swallowing fish bones and drinking vinegar. (Vomitted a few times too, with dad sticking his finger in my throat)
Getting sick throughout the whole trip.

Hope nothing bad happens again.

2009-11-21T20:10:00.002+08:00

Why the heck do i still feel like this?

Should be happy yet i am still sad at times.

Life is still as crappy.

Emo shit.

2009-11-19T21:34:00.002+08:00

Went lan-ing with e1 guys today. Had fun! Infected always win in l4d 2. Gay specials.

Life is still quite empty...
At least my friends and spongebob makes me happy.

Spork...
Wait till my hair grows...

Bought Avenged Sevenfold's City of Evil today too.
OH YEA!

2009-11-18T22:23:00.002+08:00

Watch the video!

Join me~
In the darkness~

2009-11-18T21:34:00.002+08:00

I feel so... emo now...
Even though we jammed today...
Don't know why though :/

Life still feels so empty...
Why?
Damn it...

So... Weird...

2009-11-17T20:23:00.001+08:00

Got back the Xbox 360.
Guitar Hero cymbals spoilt :/
Cannot play Bat Country drums nicely :/

Bro gonna get me L4D 2 as present today! Thanks!

Jamming tomorrow!

2009-11-16T21:25:00.003+08:00

Here's your birthday present!
PAY 159.43 DOLLARS TO EXCHANGE THE XBOX 360 WHICH SPOILT THIS MORNING!

:/ :( >(

Hey everybody, go hear the second song on my blog! Its nice!

Seize the Day - Avenged Sevenfold

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These's streets we traveled on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'll do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
(a melody, a memory, or just one PICTURE)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
(a melody, a memory, or just one PICTURE)

Seize the day or die regretting the time You lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here
Don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

(guitar solo)

So what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again? Whooooah
So I never want to leave you and the memories OF us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time You lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here
Don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day)
(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day)
(I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home) x2

(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day)
(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day)

2009-11-15T21:40:00.003+08:00

Thanks everybody for the wishes!
I want to jam.
I want to play like Synyster Gates.

MY LIIIIIFFEE SUUUUCCCKKKKSSSS STILLLLLLL!

Oh. And. People got angry when i was owning in COD 6 -.- They went like... F***ing Scorpoz! 20 kills 5 deaths!

2009-11-14T20:55:00.000+08:00

I woke up crying today :/
When i shouldn't be.
Damn.

Tomorrow is going to be another sucky day.

2009-11-12T21:59:00.001+08:00

hmmm...

Life still kinda sucks

2009-11-10T21:49:00.002+08:00

Stomach growl growl growl... Super funny. Haha! Growl~
Egg and sausage rice everyday! O.o
COD 6 (Modern Warfare 2) came out today! Nice game!

I cannot upload my scream video yeeeeet. Shiiiiit...

2009-11-08T21:28:00.001+08:00

Don't really care now. Just hope that i don't fall to shit again.

2009-11-07T19:22:00.002+08:00

Bat Country...

HE WHO MAKES A BEAST OF HIMSELF GETS RID OF THE PAIN OF BEING A MAN!

2009-11-06T23:35:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Shermaine!

2009-11-06T20:16:00.002+08:00

He who makes a beast of himself gets rid of the pain of being a man.

2009-11-05T22:17:00.001+08:00

Cry...
And die...

2009-11-04T21:27:00.001+08:00

Shit

2009-11-03T20:06:00.003+08:00

This was done during math class. I was bored. And tired.

This was drawn during SS lecture. Represents our band.

Crying flying skull. Math class too.

The bio course thing in the afternoon from 2 30 to 5 30 was really, really boring. Slept, talked, fooled around. Did not listen at all. Sucked. A lot. This friday still have one more, 3 more hours! :(

2009-11-02T22:02:00.002+08:00

My ahole detector works really well.
Lol, Seriously.
I spot them before my friends.

2009-10-31T23:27:00.001+08:00

Went to the halloween party today!
Rained!
Ate!
Jumped into the pool with Long and Just Tin!
Went to get sweets!
Went 2 rounds round the neighbourhood!
Wished a happy birthday to Xiu Hui!
Walked back!
Wait for car!
Sent Bryan, Roy and Long to Serangoon MRT!
Go home!
End.

Feeling much better nowadays~

2009-10-30T20:53:00.002+08:00

Tommorow gonna go to Eugene's place for Halloween!
Bbq i think.
Fun with the brothers!

2009-10-29T22:37:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday to Euuuu
Happy birthday to Euuuuu
Happy birthday to Euuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.... gene
Happy birthday to Euuuuuu.

Happy birthday Eugene!

Still very pissed.

2009-10-28T21:46:00.002+08:00

CoD 6 and L4D 2. So near my birthday.
Going to get them.

Semper Fidelis, still...
Sigh...

2009-10-27T22:55:00.003+08:00

THE JOKES ARE NOT THAT FUNNY.

ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSHOOOOOLLLLLLEEEEEEEEES!

2009-10-26T21:25:00.003+08:00

Had fun today. Played a supporting role. Steal ball and pass.
Didn't know the team was so pro. Can actually get first.
Banzai warcry helped.
Tenno Heika Banzai!

I am not actually supporting the japanese but i just like their banzai warcry and suicidal bayonet charges. Think that it is damn fun to suddenly shout that and charge into the enemy, or friends and then surprise and scare them. I guess the E2 guys like it too, especially Andre and Ian.

Think, and make it go down.

2009-10-25T20:47:00.002+08:00

>( -----> :/ -----> :(

2009-10-24T20:23:00.002+08:00

Anger is fading away.
The softness kicks in.
But really,
It is not that easy to be me.

I am so sorry. I had no mood at that time.

I think i know the way to shoot the basketball now.
Relax and finish high.

2009-10-23T18:56:00.003+08:00

I feel hatred.
Shit always happens to me.

A simple answer is good enough.

Treated equally?

2009-10-22T22:21:00.002+08:00

May be the person i love most?

2009-10-22T22:21:00.001+08:00

The person i hate most

2009-10-21T22:16:00.004+08:00

I think my life is a joke.
Don't you people think so?

Treat everyone equally?
I am not so sure.

This is bullshit.
I hate my life.

___ stand tall,
when
i fall.

2009-10-18T20:36:00.002+08:00

Why?
It is so hard for me to this.
I really wish... that i can change, my life.

Sucks to the core.
I have been posting the same thing over and over again.

Sigh...

2009-10-17T17:44:00.002+08:00

I really hate it. Hate it. Why? Why are all these things happening?

2009-10-16T18:44:00.002+08:00

Life's filled with shit.
And brothers, cheer up. We will be there for each other.
Cheer up brothers. We can bear with it.

2009-10-15T20:08:00.002+08:00

Exams over, can play and then suffer when next year comes. Sad.

I hope something good happens to me. Only the bad appeared in my life.

2009-10-10T23:28:00.001+08:00

Life sucks. End life or bear with it.

Think that i will play basketball or bring guitar everyday after the exams. Have as much fun as possible.

2009-10-07T21:19:00.001+08:00

Hey, sorry. I did not know. Sorry.

2009-10-07T19:31:00.001+08:00

Crap, the e string of my new acoustic guitar snapped. Damn. And i got it like, on Sunday.

Everything's at a standstill now. Please move, please move.

2009-10-05T20:53:00.002+08:00

Damn, all was still fine till Geography ssp. Damn. Was still happy all the way :/ Still have a bit of feelings.

Vulgarities won't make you look big.

Chem test paper and math homework left. Sigh.

2009-10-02T21:19:00.002+08:00

I've let it all go. Now, i am a free man.

2009-09-30T17:47:00.001+08:00

I really hate my freaking life. I really wish that i never met you.
Even people that i just knew are much nicer to me than how you treat me.

You don't even trust me. Trust that guy instead. Yea, trust him.

"I'm too depressed to go on, You'll be sorry when i'm gone."

2009-09-29T19:32:00.004+08:00

It is really hard to be happy, when i have nothing to be happy about. Was still quite fine before school ended. Then the sadness slowly built up inside until i went home. Then, i just laid down on my bed. Daydreaming, listening to Fall Out Boy. Then the waterworks came kicking in.

2009-09-28T20:23:00.002+08:00

You cannot just believe what you see. You must know everything and then you can determine whether you can trust your own eyes.

2009-09-27T21:33:00.002+08:00

My leg hurts when i play basketball. More than 2 weeks already. Damn.

You asshole. You act so differently when she is not near you. You actor. You liar. People hate you. I hate you. One day, you will be found out. Stupid actor.

And hurling vulgarities does not make you look cool. Asshole.

2009-09-26T20:22:00.000+08:00

Just had a haircut. Looks weird. HIGH SLOPE. ... ... ... ...

Should not have smsed!

You deceive, make her think that you are something that you are really not. I really hate you.

2009-09-25T23:21:00.002+08:00

Mid-autumn festival, took a lot of time today. My first duty up in the control room too. Not bad.

There are many actors in our school. One of them,always acts in front of a particular person. But then, if you see that person outside, that person is totally different. You are not sincere. Asshole. You better watch out. There are many people who do not like you too. (I am not talking about YOU)

2009-09-24T20:30:00.003+08:00

I am really sorry. If I knew that you were sick, i would be sending you a get well message instead of that. Sorry. I would like to say sorry face to face or through a phone call. But not now i guess, you should be recovering instead of hearing my voice.

How about placing all those time on crying onto other things more meaningful? Thanks. Shall try to do that.

2009-09-22T21:59:00.002+08:00

Cried again today. I have to stop this. And advance. And finish this war.
I have to muster up my courage. In order to do so.

Helped Junjie write her song, hope it is okay. Now, i need to make a tune.

I need an acoustic guitar.

2009-09-21T11:55:00.003+08:00

"you look up to this person a lot. they seem to be perfect, kindhearted, caring and etc on the outside but it never occured to you what they have hidden.after you find out you might nearly feel like every one and thing is betraying you."
Taken from a facebook quiz i took. And it is so true. I trust you alot. So, please don't lie and break my heart. Like what you always said to me too, it is better to tell me now, than for me to find out later.

2009-09-21T00:15:00.000+08:00

So, this is all God's doings? There must be a reason to why i am still persevering then.

2009-09-19T23:07:00.001+08:00

Don't think you can stare at me. Don't think i am afraid of you. (Not refering to YOU)

2009-09-19T22:51:00.000+08:00

I am in a lousy mood now. Rumours they are, but sometimes, they are true. I really hope, its either, i forget you, or we end up being happy together. It will more likely be, i see you end up with another guy, i start to cry alot, i get very sad for months. Then i may slowly forget you after that. My life sucks. I shouldn't really have been brought into this world. What if i dissapeared from this cruel world now, but even if i do so, i bet no one will miss me. No one. This sucks.

2009-09-18T23:38:00.000+08:00

Ich Liebe Dich so Sehr.

Thanks for the talk. Made me happier yesterday :)

Rained today, so could not play ball. :(

Waved :)

Play ball soon :)
:) :) :) :) :) :)
;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D

Play together, more fun!

2009-09-15T18:14:00.002+08:00

Adam's song kind of suits how i feel right now. This stupid feeling. Sigh. Enjoy the song.

2009-09-15T17:54:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, was kind of good. Hope i can talk face to face. Need to be more brave.

2009-09-12T17:48:00.002+08:00

Should i continue? I really want to stop thinking about you. But i just can't. It has been about 1 year and 9 months now. Sigh. Life really sucks.

You know i can use somebody...

You don't know me, You don't even care.

You belong with me...

She's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar...

Everytime i look for you, the sun goes down...

He is running, a hundred miles an hour, in the wrong direction...

Tears from eyes, worn, cold and sad. Pick me up now, i need you so bad...

A day late, a buck short, i'm writing the report, on losing and failing. When i move, i'm flailing now...

2009-09-09T17:22:00.000+08:00

I am supposed to make this special post that includes four videos. But i have no time, due to stupid homework.

I remembered what happened in Sec 1 this morning. Felt so sad and cried again. Felt really bad for leaving you great people. Sigh. Cry...

2009-09-07T17:23:00.003+08:00

I am feeling so bored at home. So bored... Still got lots of homework to do :( And stupid tuition. Sucks alot.

Its very hard to be strong. When......

So sorry.

2009-09-07T10:10:00.000+08:00

Holidays... Alot of homework :(

It Sucks

2009-09-06T23:47:00.002+08:00

Its hard, but i will try.

Basketball skills improved by a noticeable bit - Check

Very hard...

Okay... Raider's out. Who wants them?

Too hard...

Sigh.

2009-09-05T16:56:00.003+08:00

While having my guitar lesson, my teacher and me heard a boom! Looked out window and saw an accident. Smoke came out of this overturned van. Accidents always happen there.

Basketball skill is getting better now. Tommorow gonna play basketball at NYJC.

I suddenly felt so down again yesterday... Sigh...

2009-09-04T21:21:00.001+08:00

Things are better now, less emo nowadays. Gonna basketball tommorow and Sunday! Get a tan!

2009-09-02T22:32:00.002+08:00

Gonna take action. Soon. BYE BYE, ONCE AND FOR ALL. The brotherhood shall destroy this evil forever. :D

2009-08-30T20:26:00.003+08:00

Please give me a chance... But not because you pity me, but because you want to.
At least a chance to be good friends just like him. But its not ur fault if you do not want to, because it's my own fault that i ended up like this.

2009-08-29T20:38:00.003+08:00

A white pick just dropped off when i sweeped my bed. Maybe its from god? And that's the power pick? Weeeiiird.

Okay... The song composing is progressing.

I really need you. And when i said that i hate him, maybe i was refering to both.

2009-08-28T21:37:00.000+08:00

I cried in class today, during the two free periods. Thnks to roy playing those sad music about love... Thanks so much roy...

You don't know me...
You don't even care...

Roy and i are writing a song about our lousy lives too...

2009-08-27T19:40:00.001+08:00

Sad. Cry. Emo.

2009-08-26T21:41:00.002+08:00

The outside is just a capsule that shows nothing while it contains all my emotions waiting to flow out, drowning the world in my tears.